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life in general for me I guess!
03.31.08 (8:53 pm)   [edit]

Apparently my school is stupid.  Well some of the student body so to speak.  First I walked in to school with high hopes after spring break to just I don't know stop being the "bad girl". 

Now before I say the rest of that comment "bad Girl" meaning the one the boys joke around with all the time but if they say something way mean about me they know I can hurt them really easily, but I am a teachers pet (brainiac), prep,the kid everyone thinks is to christian for their own good, jock, I hang out with goths but I am not one (no offense I hate to wear complete black it makes me feel dead)!

Okay anyways I walked in and was fine and then I get called a Bit*h and I was upset but I just tried to let it blow over, at first I thought it did.

Then I went in to my next class and they called me a w*ore and so yet again I got mad and they could tell I was mad but I didn't say anything.  Well then they said that it was okay to be mad because they knew over spring break I had done a dog.  And that was pretty much the last straw and I told them to just leave me alone I didn't want to be part of their pervertedness so then they apologized and stopped. 

Then I was about to leave school and I turned to one of my friends (girl) that was in this big group with me (of guys) and said "hey we get our tennis uniforms today" and so one of the guys mocked me and I said whatever that is normal but apparently he said other stuff after when I wasn't paying attention because the next time I do pay attention my boyfriend is saying "leave her alone, and the next time you say something about my girlfriend your going to wish you had your own."  Lets just say it scared me and I said what did they say and he said I can't tell you you would have freaked and went all crazy on them. 

So I thanked him for sticking up for me and then he turned me in the hall and said I am going to marry you no matter what Brandy I swear.  I don't want anyone talking about my wife, goodbye I love you.  I swear I broke down crying (just like now).  It was so sweet! 

Well then I had to get it all ruined by stupid people!!  I had tennis at 3:15 and C.S. at 3:30 so I just went in late to C.S. (4).  Well when I walked in these kids just because I was late tried to switch my dance, my partner, and the spot that I stand in the group.  So I was very frustrated and so I walked behind the set and prayed to God for help so I could get through everything.  Next thing you know we are recording music the dance doesn't even matter for the rest of the day, I just looked up and said thank you God!!  I then went to our dance/singing teacher and told her my problem and she said don't worry you are doing everything the same as before they can't change you, I was all YES THANK GOD!!!!!

So after all that I came home and I am now here listening to the horrible storms outside and sitting here typing this out to you all.  (thinking maybe someone might comment lol j/k)!!

Well through Christs Wonderful Grace...Love Always,
Brandy Innocent

 


posted by: mimi (reply)
post date: 03.31.08 (5:27 pm)

i have a great big, hard time ever thinking of you as a "bad girl" unless "bad" means really good : ) so, prayers do get answered right! oh, and i know what he said was sweet and all, but marriage isn't something you should have on your "to do" list any time soon, right!??? xoxoxo



posted by: LadyG (reply)
post date: 04.01.08 (1:49 am)

Don't let people get you down,
hold your head high, as long as you know who you are , don't worry about the rest. ((((BIG HUG)))



posted by: squirrelzone (reply)
post date: 04.01.08 (4:48 pm)

Yeah! What mimi and LadyG said.

Enjoy being a teenager and let life fall into place. Live and enjoy, don't let life stress you out.



posted by: bipolarexpress (reply)
post date: 04.01.08 (5:57 pm)

stick your nose up in the air and walk away like you were the queen.. then look back 20 years from now and laugh at how they helped to make you a stronger person...



posted by: mimi (reply)
post date: 04.03.08 (5:50 pm)

Reply to: bipolarexpress
excellent advice...and then state proudly, "remember, mr. so and so, i am a lady!"



posted by: soccergurl (reply)
post date: 04.28.08 (3:35 am)

Reply to: mimi
thank u so much for ur advice.!!




posted by: soccergurl (reply)
post date: 04.28.08 (3:35 am)

Reply to: LadyG

That is what I am trying to do now but it gets tough!




posted by: soccergurl (reply)
post date: 04.28.08 (3:36 am)

Reply to: squirrelzone

Enjoy being a teen! lol hm..never thought of such a thing.lol




posted by: soccergurl (reply)
post date: 04.28.08 (3:37 am)

Reply to: bipolarexpress

And I get to laugh about it all in the end! I hope!!


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